Saturday, August 6, 2011

Forgive me?


 I decided to enter a contest about bullying, so here is a short story, I could have written much more and made it go further, but it's a short story so that is why I ended it where I did. 

They watched her, with their hands cupped tightly against their mouths, suppressing the sensation to giggle. Vera Morris, what a loser she was, with short black-cropped hair, thick round glasses, and braces. She also dressed all in black, was there a funeral today, they all wondered.
“What are you ladies staring at?” Liam Miller, one of the most popular kids at Huntington High said, as he snuck up behind the girls.
“Vera,” Jenna White, the leader of the pack snickered.
“What are we waiting for?” he questioned.
“Just watch her attempt to open her locker,” Marsha Cone, second in command to Jenna added.
“You girls are cruel, but I like it,” Liam whispered.

Verna Morris twisted the combo lock for the fifth time, just waiting for her locker to open. She hated every moment at Huntington High School. She had known these kids since she was five, and nothing had ever changed. It all started in second grade when she went to the bathroom on herself; no one had ever forgotten it. She had even lost her best friend that day.
“fifteen-twenty four-thirty eight,” she had said the combo aloud in a whisper several times, and still nothing had happened.
Getting agitated she smacked the door hard, her hand turning beat red and echoing with pain.
A hand from behind her reached over and tapped the locker with its palm. She turned to see who it was. Her eyes widened it was Tyler Monroe, the best friend who had not talked to her since that day in second grade.
 She lifted her glasses from sliding down her nose and looked at him in awe. Then turned back as the locker swung open, and mud and dirt came pouring out onto the floor in front of them. Aside from the dirt, muddy water sprayed directly into their faces.
She could feel the tears welling up in her eyes, the mud stung.


The girls and Liam could not help but burst out laughing the second the mud fell out of the locker. They were not expecting Tyler Monroe, the star quarterback to be a victim in their small crime.
“You mean Tyler wasn’t in on this?” Liam questioned the girls.
“No, he just showed up,” Marsha chimed in.
Jenna however, was quiet.
           
“Are you okay?” he asked. She nodded.
He ran his hands through his perfect blonde hair, and stared down at her with brown eyes.
“Physically, yes, mentally, definitely not,” she could feel the tears welling up, and pleaded for them to stop.
“I mean how am I supposed to go through the rest of the day with my clothes all drenched in water and mud?” it was not an actual question, more like a rhetorical one.
“I have an idea.”

Jenna, Marsha and their crew sat at their usual table against the windows, along the far side of the cafeteria. Liam sat across from a quiet Jenna.
“Has anyone seen Tyler yet today?” she questioned, stirring her yogurt.
No one answered her. They all looked up for a second and then put their heads back down.
“Guys, seriously,” she shoved her yogurt forward and stared everyone down.
“If you really want to know, look over there,” Marsha pointed out, her mouth stuffed full of food.

Verna felt nervous; she knew everyone was watching them.
“Should you be sitting with them?” she heard herself ask.
She had noticed that from the second she stepped into the room with him, his crew stopped to stare.
“They can deal without me for one day,” he said bumping into her lightly.

“What is he doing?” Jenna grumbled holding onto the table.
“Helping an old friend?” Marsha mumbled.
Jenna gave her the death stare, and food fell from her mouth.
“What?” she questioned.
Jenna could not help herself; her boyfriend was over there getting close to an old friend, who he never really stopped caring for. Of course, she knew one day he would eventually get up the nerve to talk to her again, and this was all he needed.

After grabbing their lunch, they walked back out into the wild, A.K.A the cafeteria. She could not help but laugh as they spoke about their past. He remembered when her brother’s snake got loose in the house, and her mother was standing on top of the kitchen counter screaming. They had memories that dated back to about three years old.
They both walked forward paying attention to each other and nothing else.
“Oh, opps,” she heard a voice say.
It was too late for her to realize what was happening as it happened. Her lunch tray smacked up against the shirt that her and Tyler and picked out of the lost and found.
Standing in front of her was Jenna. They had never gotten along. They were two very different people both with Tyler as a friend. Tyler chose them, over her. She had no idea what had come over her today, and why she let Tyler back into her life, it was a mistake. She looked down and the food on her tray was sliding down her shirt.
“Do you have to be such a jerk?” Verna questioned, tears returning to her eyes.
“Tyler chose us, not you. In addition, he and I have been dating for three years; I am not going to let some old friend take him away from me. Verna you will be so sorry you messed with me,” Jenna’s face was inches from Verna’s.
“Jenna’s right Tyler, I don’t know what this was, but I can’t handle it. I noticed these pranks getting worse, and you trying to talk to me every day and then today finally doing it, it will just get worse. I can’t do this anymore,” Verna finally let them fall. They were hot and stung from her eyes down to her lips.
“I never wanted to loose you as a friend,” he said.
“Yeah, well maybe you should have thought about that in the second grade when you chose them over me,” she cried.
She could feel the stares, hear the whispers, and hated every moment. All she could think to do was run.

Jenna smacked Tyler in the arm.
“What is with you lately?” she questioned.
“I made a promise to Verna years ago, and just recently after dealing with some of your recent shenanigans, I have come to realize whose side I should have taken,” he turned to walk away.
“Don’t you dare walk away from me,” she grabbed onto his arm.
“I can walk away if I want to Jenna, you don’t own me, and you never have,” he angrily shoved her arm away.
People were staring, but he did not care. He raced after her. He had pictured this day in his head to be a lot better. The day he would finally get the courage to apologize went smoother in his head. He would replay it every night in his head. It had haunted him since the ninth grade when they had English together for this first time since the second grade. He saw her with her black hair draped over the desk, a pencil in hand, and her notebook on top of her schoolbooks. She frantically wrote in the notebook, and he could tell she was writing her usual poems. It was at that moment he realized how much he had missed receiving them in his desk and under his pillow after she would leave his house.

When he reached her, his heart shattered. She stood in front of her locker; in red writing across it were hurtful words.
YOU DON’T DESERVE HIM OR ANYONE, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE A LOSER!
She almost collapsed to the ground, but he was there to catch her.
“Don’t let them get to you,” he whispered.
“They already have Tyler, they have since they all started calling me baby Verna wets-a-lot,” she sobbed.
“You have me now,” he tried to calm her down.
“Where were you then? Huh?” she questioned.
“I know I wasn’t there.” She felt him run his hands through her hair.
“Then why do you care now?” she asked.
“Do you remember that first day of ninth grade?”
She looked up at him.
“Kind of,” she shrugged wiping her face.
“The only thing I can remember is walking into Mr. Frank’s English classroom. You had your head submerged in your writing as usual,” he laughed a little when remembering.
“I had to catch my breath; it reminded me of the last time we spent at my house. You sat at my desk; your feet were dangling, your hair lay on your notebook, you were writing so fast I thought the pencil would fly out of your hand,” he laughed again. “But it didn’t, and you just kept on writing. When you left that day, I found the poem you left under my pillow, the one about our friendship, which I still have under my pillow. That is beside the point, that day in ninth grade I looked at you and realized I had made a huge mistake. I have been planning some massive speech every day since then, but then Jenna came into my life. I cared for her at first, and I felt like belonged and I liked the feeling. Lately though with her whole gang up on Verna kick, I have drifted away from her and them. I have been watching her and have wanted to save you from…”
 “I don’t need saving…” she looked up at him.
“I just need a friend.”
“I can be that,” he said.
“You were that, how do I know you won’t leave me behind again?” she questioned.
“I can’t give you a reason; I am just looking for a second chance. I want to come back to my room with poems written about our day under my pillow. I want to see those poems that you made with name. I just want you back in my life, and I just never knew how to ask your forgiveness,” he admitted.
“I could give you a second chance,” she said.
“But…”
“No buts, just make sure you check your locker at the end of the day,” she felt herself smile.
“What will I find in there?” he questioned.
“Oh, I don’t know, you will just have to wait,” she replied.

Thursday, August 4, 2011

A Summer Breeze

Here is a short story I wrote last night for a contest on the Meg Cabot message boards. 


A Summer Breeze 

    Summer was always the same, and it has been since I knew how to handle money. At seven years old, I stood behind this counter, which was twice my size and took orders for people.
    My parents owned this small beach hut; it was the most popular hut on the beach. We sold everything from your typical hamburger, to bathing suites.
    Every summer I would stare out the window onto the beach. The whole town was out there enjoying themselves while I worked my summer away.
    Today I was operating the food window, which was not so terrible because technically I was outside. The food area was under a huge tent, and it made me feel as if I were on the beach.     “Hello, and welcome to Sanders Beach hut, how may I help you?” I lazily twirled my curly brown hair in my fingers.
    I lifted my eyes to meet the gaze of an unfamiliar boy. The first thing I noticed was how blue his eyes were. I had never seen anything like it; the second was his smile, and the two dimples that formed on both his cheeks.
    “Hello miss,” oh, and that voice it was like music, soft and mellow.
    His blonde hair flopped around in the wind as he grabbed onto the counter on the outside of the window.
    “What can I get for you?” I asked him.
    “Well I don’t know, what’s good here?” he questioned.
    “I um…,” I stuttered, great just what I needed a brain fart, what perfect timing.
    “Well… I don’t know,” I blushed.
    “You don’t know? You work here don’t you?” from the tone in his voice, it sounded as if he had only been joking. 
    “I-,” I stuttered.
    “I was joking,” he chuckled.
    “I knew that,” I smiled.
    “Honestly though, what would you recommend?” he questioned.
    “Probably the double cheese and bacon hamburger, and between you and I, I hear it’s the best on the beach,” I lowered my voice.
    I was taken back when he chuckled slightly. Wow, was he showing interest in me? Was this flirting? I have never in my life flirted with anyone before.
“That actually sounds really appetizing; I will have one of those,” he said.
    “Yes of course,” I told him punching the order into the computer.
    “What would you like to drink?” I questioned.
    “An extra large coke please.”
    I looked back up ready to tell him how much his meal would cost, and I was taken back by his intense stare.
    “Would you like a tray for that? Or a bag to go?” I questioned.
     
    “Well that depends, do you have a break soon? You look like you could use a break,” he smirked.
    I was in shock, mainly because I was not exactly the most popular girl on the block. In my town, you knew everyone you grew up with; you go to school with them your whole life until college. I had two best friends and that was it. Therefore, a guy flirting with me was a new feeling.
    I had never seen this guy before at this beach or at school. Not many outsiders used this beach, I wondered if maybe he was new and that I would be seeing him around school this year.
    “I um… well my parents run a tight ship, so I probably can’t sneak out early,” I said.
    I was surprised when his smile turned to a frown. I was usually pretty good and reading people and he genuinely seemed upset.
    “Maybe next time then, summer has only just begun,” he said.
    “Yeah, maybe, oh right your total is five dollars and fifty cents.”
    He dug into the pockets in his swim shorts, and pulled out a ten-dollar bill. Our hands grazed as he handed me the bill. I swore my heart had stopped just for a moment. His cheeks turned red, I was in shock, I actually made a guy blush.
    “Let me get the cups for your drink,” I offered shutting the register and handing him his change.
    I walked to the end of the window and went to grab the cups. With my luck, of course the cups fell over to his side of the counter into the sand.
    “Oh-my-gosh, I am so sorry,” I apologized. My face flushing red again. I watched as he kneeled down to grab the cups. He stood up and placed them on the counter.
    “It’s okay,” he chuckled.
    I handed him a clean cup.
    “So um… your order will be ready in a few minutes,” I said.
    “Thank you for your help-,” he stopped mid-sentence for a second. His eyes were searching for something.
    “Haven, thank you very much,” I looked down at my blue tank top. Pinned to the right corner was my brown nametag with white writing.
    “Your welcome, but just one thing I didn’t catch your name,” I laid my hands flat on the counter.
    “I’m Taylor,” his smile lifted again.
    As he introduced himself, I felt his hand fall over mine. His hand was soft and warm, and felt comforting.
    “I am new in town, I’ll be attending school here in the fall, so I guess I will be seeing you around then,” he said squeezing my hand.
    “Yah, that sounds really… um… good,” I managed to get out.
    “Haven, number two-seventy is ready,” John, one of the workers set the bag down on the counter next to me.
    “Thanks,” I replied taking the bag with my free hand.
    He pulled his hand away and took the bag from me.
    “It was nice meeting you,” he hesitated.
    “And you too,” I replied.
    He started walking away back towards the beach. As he reached the end of the tent, he turned back towards me. His blue eyes locked with mine, and his lips turned up into another smile. I felt butterflies and my heart was pounding like the beat of a drum. Maybe this summer would not be so bad after all.